random thoughts 2

- i am extremely sleepy now.
- for the first time in 6 months, i actually have nothing else to do! (or at least nothing urgent, hehe).
- i am very much excited for our naga adventure.
-traditional hilot beats swedish massage anytime.
- i miss having decent conversations with friends.
- i watched nacho libre 14 times since last week.
- i still want to pose as elise mckenna.
- i miss UP. big time.

sonnet 116

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixéd mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose Worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom:
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

torn

i have been sleepless since saturday. and it's now wednesday.
why?
because i can't seem to decide whether to stay or to go.

there is an opportunity being offered to be. more pay, more work, more challenge. at this point in my life i should be taking on greater tasks and learning more complex things about my profession. i could have easily said yes, given that my current line of work is not, as you put it, as glamorous as i want it to be.

but somehow i can't seem to take it. there could have been a number of reasons why i should take it, but i can't seem to have 100% conviction.

oh. i'm having a terrible headache now.