my life is not a bed of roses.
i think my closest friends can attest to it.
through the course of my existence ive been heavily bruised, scarred, beaten, defeated, depressed and at some point, crushed to the core. but through the miracle of God, through the love and support of my family and friends, and through my own determination, im still here -- alive and kicking.
'guess that's what makes me a better person in a lot of ways.
im not a pampered princess nor a cold stuck-up bitch.
im just me.
the girl who came from nowhere, the girl who dreamed of beautiful things and see them come true, the girl who is still on her journey towards finding who she is and what she wants to be.
and now, faced again with life's battles and challenges, i am feeling a little scared and worried.
am i still the same resilient girl i know?
HELL YEAH, YOU ARE!
you did not lose it, nor will ever lose it.
hang in there and kick some fat ass if you need to.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
new look
this is something extreme: i cut my hair very short (no, not really me but Lauren of T&J). you see, ive never had my hair cut above shoulders for the last 12 years or so, so i was entirely shocked when the hairdresser cut about 5 inches of my precious hair... i almost cried. well anyway, here it is.
this is the before picture (i can't transfer the "before picture" above the other pictures. blech).
this is the before picture (i can't transfer the "before picture" above the other pictures. blech).
before
so there. so much for my weekend. i hope it's okay.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
my thought for the day
life is indeed unfair. but at least i am better than you - in every inch. haha.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
randoms 2/24/2011
- the philippines is still extremely blessed.
- if you find yourself unmotivated, uninspired, bored of the same daily routine.. think of those people who will not see the light of day anymore.
- if there's one thing i hate (aside from wet toilet seats), it's malicious people who will give dirty meaning to anything that you do, say and act. napakasabaw ng utak!
- choose your companions carefully.
- juliatos travel and tours is the best! thanks ms. tzeh and sir mark!
- soooper excited for bohol! can't wait!
- craving for tita judy's crispy pata. like drool-craving.
- i feel terribly insulted when i am treated like i don't know anything. c'mon, ive been working my ass off for the past 4000 years. give me some credit naman.
- i am not easily impressed by the title "director" or manager". i know you've worked hard for it but it doesn't give you the authority to undermine our capacity. you, first and foremost, should lead by example and not just impose your position to get what you want. you're just an employee afterall, like the rest of us. and you don't even know how to use "lose" and "loose" properly. omaygash.
- and for you, the great pretender, you're not that great. you're just all mouth. and your air is stronger than ondoy i can't stand it. gee. go somewhere else to whore around.
- do not tell me what to do. i will do it in my own time, own space, own way. go do your business on your own.
- we are not on the same level. puhleeze. sorry i have to be brutally honest.
Haaaay. it's soooo good to vent out.
- if you find yourself unmotivated, uninspired, bored of the same daily routine.. think of those people who will not see the light of day anymore.
- if there's one thing i hate (aside from wet toilet seats), it's malicious people who will give dirty meaning to anything that you do, say and act. napakasabaw ng utak!
- choose your companions carefully.
- juliatos travel and tours is the best! thanks ms. tzeh and sir mark!
- soooper excited for bohol! can't wait!
- craving for tita judy's crispy pata. like drool-craving.
- i feel terribly insulted when i am treated like i don't know anything. c'mon, ive been working my ass off for the past 4000 years. give me some credit naman.
- i am not easily impressed by the title "director" or manager". i know you've worked hard for it but it doesn't give you the authority to undermine our capacity. you, first and foremost, should lead by example and not just impose your position to get what you want. you're just an employee afterall, like the rest of us. and you don't even know how to use "lose" and "loose" properly. omaygash.
- and for you, the great pretender, you're not that great. you're just all mouth. and your air is stronger than ondoy i can't stand it. gee. go somewhere else to whore around.
- do not tell me what to do. i will do it in my own time, own space, own way. go do your business on your own.
- we are not on the same level. puhleeze. sorry i have to be brutally honest.
Haaaay. it's soooo good to vent out.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
random thoughts 2
- i am extremely sleepy now.
- for the first time in 6 months, i actually have nothing else to do! (or at least nothing urgent, hehe).
- i am very much excited for our naga adventure.
-traditional hilot beats swedish massage anytime.
- i miss having decent conversations with friends.
- i watched nacho libre 14 times since last week.
- i still want to pose as elise mckenna.
- i miss UP. big time.
- for the first time in 6 months, i actually have nothing else to do! (or at least nothing urgent, hehe).
- i am very much excited for our naga adventure.
-traditional hilot beats swedish massage anytime.
- i miss having decent conversations with friends.
- i watched nacho libre 14 times since last week.
- i still want to pose as elise mckenna.
- i miss UP. big time.
sonnet 116
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixéd mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose Worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom:
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixéd mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose Worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom:
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
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