Friday, January 22, 2010

mahal magkasakit

i woke up early thursday morning with an aching head and nausea. i thought i could just sleep it off but it didn't go away. instead, my insides churned and i knew it was time for me hurry up and head to the cr and throw up. for the record, i hate vomiting. actually, i am afraid to vomit. i feel like everything inside me is going to come out.

i thought that after this i would feel better. but after a few minutes, i contracted a low-grade fever which eventually worsened. i had chills and my body is totally aching. i couldn't even get up to call my mother because it's like i am looking in a kaleidoscope because of dizziness (and i feel i'm gonna throw up again). i was not able to go to work that day.

my temperature rose and my head and body continued to ache. i was a bit afraid that i might have dengue again. i couldn't eat any solid food and i only wanted liquids (soup, tea, water). in the afternoon, my mother brought me to the nearby clinic to have me checked. i was thinking, maybe it's food poisoning because i don't usually vomit even if it's a high grade fever (the last time i threw up this bad was in 4th year HS when i had gastroenteritis). but the doctor said if it's food poisoning, i should experience diarrhea and my stomach should be hurting as well. luckily i didn't have those symptoms. she advised urinalysis and platelet count to check if a.) i have UTI b.) God forbid, i have dengue.

i just finished both lab tests and we're waiting for the clinic to open this afternoon. so far, i don't think i have dengue because my platelet count is good and i do not have fever anymore.

whatever it is, i would sure love to know what the heck happened to me.

(p.s. i'm browsing the net and i checked what "elevated segmenters" mean - a response said it's an indication of a viral infection. whew. i hope it's not too bad).

Sunday, January 10, 2010

new year's resolution

i am not usually a firm believer of new year's resolutions; it takes one day to create them and 364 days to forget about them (hihee.. very typical of me). but i feel that maybe, it's something that i might start doing to challenge myself to improve and be better. i'm going to put it in writing here so i will be reminded from time to time...

1. quit worrying (or at least lessen the worries). my bestfriend has always told me that i am such a worrier. i thought it's just a phase (since high school? come on). now that i am not getting any younger and wrinkles may soon appear on my face, i should STOP doing this bad habit. and this resolution will lead me to number 2 resolution which is..

2. have a little more faith. in 2005 i came to know Jesus Christ and i sought a personal relationship with the Lord. it's 2010 and i still feel that i am a baby christian. it's high time that i give due importance to my spiritual growth.

3. be more responsible and productive. i will not be affected by the so-called quarter -life crisis. and i will try my very best to be a really productive person.

4. spend wisely. no more credit cards for me.

5. live happily every moment.

6. live healthy.

7. spend more time to enrich a skill or talent. i definitely miss singing!


here's my list for this year. i declare 2010 as MY year. :)